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Trial And Error
02:11
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Another day alive, and it seems I can't win this fight.
These demons inside my head, it's a constant battle every night.
And I can't take it anymore, they bring out the worst in me.
Lie to myself that I'm okay, I need to set them free.
Suicide is my only way out, closer every passing day.
The clock ticks as I take my breathe, my whole life full of trial and error.
Suicide is my only way out, another series of trial And Error.
Set me free from this world of hate, set me from all this pain.
Suicide take me away, cut me free from all the lies.
And never look back in my direction, another fault of trial And Error.
Suicide take me away, another fault of trial And Error.
Suicide take me away, another fault of trial And Error.
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2. |
Last Goodbye
05:07
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Everything fell apart, what was good is now dead.
How could I believe we were meant for this, is this the life we ever wanted?
Take all my words I've ever said, and leave them all behind.
Fuck every word you've ever said, you can choke on your own lies.
Every fucking word you've said
And every action you've made
Fuck everything you stand for
Is this really the end, is this what fate has come to be?
Regret not I will prevail, as I cut you out and set you free.
It's over now the damage is done, you make me sick with your lies.
Take me for granted one last time, and watch as I say my last goodbye.
Here we go again, another day another waste of my time.
How could I do this to myself, all our memories are dead to me.
You're as dead as my soul, all the damage you've done to me.
You're worthless to me, you're fucking worthless to me!
Is this really the end, is this what fate has come to be?
Regret not I will prevail, as I cut you out and set you free.
It's over now the damage is done, you make me sick with your lies.
Take me for granted one last time, and watch as I say my last goodbye.
Every fucking word you've said, and every action you've made.
It fucking sickens me, everything about you sickens me!
Fuck everything about you, fuck everything you stand for.
You can rot in hell, you worthless piece of shit!
Is this really the end, is this what fate has come to be?
Regret not I will prevail, as I cut you out and set you free.
It's over now the damage is done, you make me sick with your lies.
Take me for granted one last time, and watch as I say my last goodbye.
Is this really the end, is this what fate has come to be?
Regret not I will prevail, as I cut you out and set you free.
It's over now the damage is done, you make me sick with your lies.
Take me for granted one last time, and watch as I say my last goodbye.
My last goodbye!
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3. |
Cry Alone
03:26
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My life slowly starts to fade, no hope for another day.
Can't breathe, can't take it anymore, falling apart I start to decay.
I feel myself start to drown, you were there as you watched me die.
Echoing through my mind your words, I'd never believe your lie.
Hell breaks loose!
Tie this noose!
Who cares at all?
We were all meant to die.
Cry Alone, and put that gun up to your head.
Pull the trigger and let it all end
Cry Alone, no one will hear you cry.
Let it end, let this wasteful life just die.
Cut me free from this world of lies, watch my blood as it starts to drip.
Can't believe I tasted your lies, that venomous poison on your lips.
You said there would be forever, but why would that be reality?
I guess you had the upper hand, my broken soul for eternity.
Hell breaks loose!
Tie this noose!
Who cares at all?
We were all meant to die!
Cry Alone, and put that gun up to your head.
Pull the trigger and let it all end
Cry Alone, no one will hear you cry.
Let it end, let this wasteful life just die.
Cry Alone, and put that gun up to your head.
Pull the trigger and let it all end
Cry Alone, no one will hear you cry.
Let it end, let this wasteful life just die.
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4. |
Close My Eyes
04:31
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Lost within my mind, I can slowly start to fall.
And I tried to be the one, the one who gave you my all.
But you slipped away and gave to me a time of lost eternity
And I tried my best just to love to fast, but I knew that this wouldn't last.
I'm a worthless, useless, piece of space.
And you turned into a huge disgrace.
While I sit and wait, while I sit and stare.
It's the end game, you were never there.
Now I'm wasted drunk and I can't explain.
I can't let go, take away my pain.
Tell me everything was a lie,
So I can close my eyes and say goodbye.
But I tried and I gave my best, I gave you my heart and soul.
But you turned and looked away, a piece of me that once was whole.
And we count the days and it stayed the same, but I knew you were never the blame.
I'm a broken soul and I can't let go, this is the side of me that you'll never know.
I'm a worthless, useless, piece of space.
And you turned into a huge disgrace.
While I sit and wait, while I sit and stare.
It's the end game, you were never there.
Now I'm wasted drunk and I can't explain.
I can't let go, take away my pain.
Tell me everything was a lie,
So I can close my eyes and say goodbye.
And we tried our best just to love again, but I knew that you were never there.
The damage done, I've felt it all, the pain just too hard to bear.
And you lost yourself in your own mistake just trying to catch a break.
But I walked away, and I had to say, now it's your turn to count the days.
Now I'm wasted drunk and I can't explain.
I can't let go, take away my pain.
Tell me everything was a lie,
So I can close my eyes and say goodbye.
I was worthless, I was nothing, I was too much to bear.
Now I'm hopeless, and I'm broken, just tell me that you were never there.
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5. |
This Struggle
04:19
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Time the measure of eternity, and a time never spent with you.
The moments have slowly died, as you're left by yourself.
And I never let you go, but you drifted away from me.
There is no tomorrow, because we live in yesterday.
And so long this love of mine.
It's been hard but we're moving on.
And through the end of all this Struggle,
It was never enough, it was never good enough.
The distance has torn us apart, I feel my heart rip from my chest.
Watching the memories die, nothing will ever be the same.
And I never let you go, but you slipped away from me.
There is no future, because we live in our own past.
And so long this love of mine.
It's been hard but we're moving on.
And through the end of all this Struggle
It was never enough, it was never good enough.
I tried my best just to love again
But I felt the cold hands of the past.
And through the end of all this Struggle
It was never enough, it was never good enough.
This love is dead, this fire burns out.
This love is dead, this fire, this fire.
This love is dead, this fire burns out.
This love is dead, this fire, this fire.
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6. |
Born To Die
05:16
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I never thought it would end like this, so many questions left unanswered.
How can I live without you here, what is this life if we are born To Die?
It wasn't your time, not yet.
How could it end, end like this?
How can I live without you, all these memories fading away?
I can't bring you back to life, I'll never say my last goodbye.
These memories will never be my reality, what will it take?
I can't cope without you here, I'll end my life to see you again.
It wasn't your time, not yet.
How could it end, end like this?
How can I live without you, all these memories fading away?
I can't bring you back to life, I'll never say my last goodbye
Why did you leave us?
Didn't have to end this way.
Why can't I bring you back?
Bring back the memories!
And as we let you go.
We said our last goodbyes.
Heavens gained another angel.
And I'll see you on the other side.
And as we let you go.
We said our last goodbyes.
Heavens gained another angel.
And I'll see you on the other side.
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Ryan LeBlanc Waltham, Massachusetts
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